PCC Tent cuts close Prudence School, move 5th grade

Guestblogger: Karen Marlow-McDaid

Well, it’s official... the Tent Meeting and subsequent budget cuts have left two children behind.

At last night’s meeting, the Portsmouth School Committee voted 6-1 (Wilkie dissenting) to close the Prudence Island School for the 2007-2008 school year. On paper, and in the brief background presentation provided by Superintendent Susan Lusi, this looks like a no-brainer. The town will save roughly $75,000 by closing the school and sending the two kids involved to Melville. The reality for those two children makes the decision less clear-cut.

At best, closing the school results in a 10-1/2 hour school day for these children. While a ten-hour school day exists in other rural communities across the country, it is far from ideal. Older children have the maturity to deal with changes in the weather, an uncertain ferry schedule, and an early school day, but younger students do not. I certainly cannot imagine sending my 7-year-old son off on a bus to a ferry to a bus each morning, with no guarantee he would be able to get home should the weather change, and no way to retrieve him should he become sick at school. Even Dr. Lusi said that, on a personal level, if she were in this situation, she would probably opt to home school. Essentially, we told two families that the town can no longer afford to educate their children.

The citizens of Prudence Island have done everything right to try to keep their school open. The Prudence Island School Working Committee, under the leadership of Dick Carpender and Dennis Canario, have pursued a broad range of ideas to give short- and long-term relief. Island volunteers have taught co-curriculars and performed maintenance on the school building. They have been striving to make the Prudence Island School an asset to the town as a whole, rather than a tax burden. They get it — that having a thriving school in their community benefits everyone, not just the families who have students there.

And yet, given the current financial climate, closing the school seemed inevitable. Several committee members expressed their deep sadness over the need to make this decision. This issue has come up, as Marge Levesque said, “every year since I’ve been on this committee.” Dick Carpender offered a heartfelt apology to the Prudence Islanders present, saying that it was the hardest decision he had ever had to make as a committee member. “Had the tent meeting not taken place,” he continued, “We would not be sitting here.”

Come to think of it, PCC members, who have been calling for the school to close at least since last summer, were conspicuously silent in tonight’s discussion. Was there celebration that the School Committee was taking action they had proposed, diligently saving taxpayers a few cents? Why, no. Jamie “Needs to look up the word 'syntax' in the dictionary” Heaney asked some questions about bus schedules and Doug Wilkie, who eventually voted against the motion, expressed the need for a ferry monitor and the desire to maintain the building for future operations (in other words, to undercut the cost-savings outlined). It’s almost as though they enjoyed it more when they weren’t getting what they asked for. But more about this later.

Before I leave this subject, I was deeply moved by the dilemma facing Prudence Island parents, and the tremendous amount of work they’ve done to keep from getting here. Not only is Prudence Island part of Portsmouth, it is a community that makes Portsmouth unique. The current financial situation made it impossible to keep the Prudence Island School open. But let’s consider as a town, since we will all benefit from lower taxes, what can we do as a community to support these children.

The second major action on the business agenda was moving the fifth grade from the middle school to the elementary schools. According to Dr. Lusi’s presentation, this move uses space available in the elementary schools and will save taxpayers an additional $75,000. In a real WTF move, Republican committee members Buddemeyer, Wilkie, and Heaney opposed this cost savings, but the motion passed 4-3.

Let’s look at the dissenting arguments. Mr. Buddemeyer essentially said I don’t want to save this $75,000 because I grew a lot when I went to middle school. Thank you for sharing. Mr. Heaney suggested that the “easiest way to save money is to cut overhead by eliminating a building.” He said, “With a heavy heart I support this decision,” and then voted against it a short time later.

But the most entertaining argument had to come from Mr. Wilkie, who read some prepared remarks so far off base that both Dr. Lusi and Dick Carpender “took strong exception” to them. In a nutshell... (oh, and the outline format was as presented):

  1. The middle school is established as 5-8 and the elementary schools are established as K-4. In other words, change is bad.
  2. Parents have voiced objections, including a loss of continuity as a class (ignoring the fact that this class has no experience as a unit to continue). He said that the fifth grade is seen as a transition year and moving that transition to 6th grade will somehow result in less time for teaching new materials.
  3. He inaccurately characterized moving the administrative offices (not the $75,000 cost savings) as the catalyst for these changes.
    1. He said, citing other issues that had been floated as brainstorming possibilities, that renovating the current space on Middle Road had not been adequately analyzed.
    2. He suggested, ridiculously, that increased enrollment at the middle school would result in a bond issue.
    3. He asked about bussing costs and schedules.
    4. He said “student services would be lessened by the application of unevaluated new ideas.” Yeah, I don’t know what that means either. He also challenged that the elementary schools had adequate space. And what about the custodians??? How could they possibly clean 3 additional classrooms per building?

Dr. Lusi corrected some of his inaccuracies, and assured him that she had done her homework with regard to adequate elementary school space and bussing costs. She said that inconsistencies among elementary schools were an issue “being addressed by the district” regardless of whether this move takes place. She challenged the idea that moving administrative offices was the primary motivator, saying, “I hate to move. I really do.” She said that should middle-school enrollment exceed projections, we wouldn’t need a bond issue, “we look for office space.” She said that the district still could save $75,000 even if administrative offices didn’t move. “I’ll stay where we are, but why not take the short-term savings (from closing the Middle Road location)?”

Mr. Carpender said, “While I support Mr. Wilkie’s right to make those remarks, there are aspects that aren’t correct.” He assured Mr. Wilkie that appropriate analysis had taken place, and expressed his appreciation for Dr. Lusi’s “thinking outside the box.”

An array of parents spoke in favor of and opposed to the change. Most vocal among the opposition was Mr. Blank Nasspeff [NASPPF: Not a special-purpose public figure], who questioned the co-curriculars, computer training, and library books that would be available to 5th grade students at the elementary schools. The most keenly-felt loss seemed to be band instruction for 5th grade students. Many people on both sides of the issue expressed the desire to find a way to make band available to 5th graders.

Interestingly, this issue seemed to split along gender lines. Many of the women speaking expressed concern about kids moving on to the middle school before they were ready; many men expressed concern about holding kids back (My ten-year-old don’t need no stinkin’ recess). The only man who spoke in favor of the move was Alan Macmillan, a middle-school teacher who said he sees 6th graders as more developmentally ready for the transition than 5th graders.

Principals from two of the elementary schools were there and spoke of finding creative ways to make this transition positive, not just for the 5th graders, but for all the elementary school children. They expressed commitment to providing full academic experiences for these children.

Tensions rose toward the end of the long, stressful meeting when Blank Nasspeff and another newbie whose name I didn’t catch said, essentially, so sorry that they had not been paying attention to budget issues earlier, ("I can't read 400 pages of budget," Nasspeff complained) but had the committee had looked for other places to cut the $75,000? The answer, to be brief, was yes. And let me just add that not only had the committee looked, but a RI Superior Court judge and two Certified Public Accountants.

Nancy Zitka welcomed the many new faces in the room, and lamented the fact that the school funding could have been preserved if there were just about 100 more supporters at the Tent meeting.

Perhaps there is a market for bumper stickers that read “Where the f**k were you in August?” Maybe just a flashing sign to use at committee meetings.

Speaking of which, where does the PCC get off opposing these cost savings? They want to have it both ways. "Cheshire" Kathy Melvin, one of the most vocal PCC budget cutters, got up to lament the change to 5th grade. "The Middle School," she said, had been designed by the community, with "citizens directly involved." So the PCC wants to take credit for slashing the budget, and then hang the results of their handiwork on the School Committee, who are clearly ignoring the will of the people.

I don't know what amazes me more, that they have the balls to force these cuts, or that they lacked the balls to support the changes required to live within them. I don't know whether they have huge balls, or no balls, but there is a metaphor in there, and it certainly involves testicles.

In less exciting, but important news, Dr. Lusi said in her opening remarks that the school department budget has been formally submitted (in a new streamlined format!). She read a letter from Sylvia Wedge and herself identifying potential problems with the budget. The budget is within the 5.25% cap stipulated by Paiva-Weed and, while achievable, “going below the budgeted amount would compromise the quality and legality of the budget.” Several issues remain outstanding: Little Compton tuitions are still under negotiation, state aid for education has not been finalized by the legislature, and the governor’s budget did not include the tuition owed Portsmouth for students at the Girls and Boys Club. An unfavorable outcome in any of these areas would put Portsmouth schools at risk, since cash reserves have been depleted to get through this school year. She somewhat half-heartedly suggested applying for permission to exceed the cap to overcome shortfalls in non-tax revenue, as a precaution.

Last but not least, kudos to the middle school girls basketball team who were congratulated for their winning season last night. Go Patriots!


Editor's note: Karen had to guest-blog this while I covered the wastewater workshop. Anything good here is hers, anything bad is a result of my editing. She sent me this in her cover note, and I wanted to share: "Let me begin by saying, I don’t know how you all do it. My hat's off, way off, to those who attend these meetings on a regular basis because honestly, my head would explode."

Comments

Karen,

Great job holding down the fort!

I agree with the bumber sticker idea. I was thinking the same thing as I left the tent meeting! A bumber sticker could convey a message that might actually sink in. 'A HAPPY MEAL A MONTH!' was my idea. (divide the deficit by 12,000 registered voters). I like your idea much better.

- Momo

I really appreciate the support. It was a tough gig.

Cafe Press, here we come!

- Karen

Putting the blame on the PCC(portsmouth concerned citizens) for another one. You seem to keep forgetting why the tent meeting took place to begin with...Because "they" tried to raise the tax to an unprecedented 14%, which they knew whouldn't fly, the plan all along was to start HIGH, so that when they gave us the 11.9% it would seem as if they were lowering and doing us a huge favor! Ha! When in fact it should have never been above 5%! Hence..."the TENT" which I may also remind you was, still is, the charter,legal, and ONLY option/recourse the citizens of this town had in place.
I suppose you feel that WE(ALL the good people of Portsmouth) should have just shut up, and paid the outrageous, and ridiculous tax hike, lets see uumm...in order to keep two children in the prudence island school???!
Those 2 children can be home schooled without any problem,in my opinion. The people who moved into prudence island knew what they were up against, and everything that comes along with living on a Gilligans Island, where a boat is needed to come across to the "mainland" Their choice, they chose that life-style. We have 3,000 students here to consider. Also if you look at the facts...do you know what percentage of people on prudence island suffer from lyme disease, due to deer ticks? They have a far greater problem with this matter, serious health concerns...than to worry about 2 children who very well could be home-schooled! They really need to look at the bigger picture, the very real health threat of their community, and their children!
So once again you are putting the blame on the portsmouth citizens who defended their constitutional rights to use the charter at hand, to speak out against an, enormous, unfair, tax increase. This is all a stupid attempt at trying to lay a guilty trip on to the WRONG people! Why don't you put the blame where the blame truely lies?!POOR management,and over spending!By the people that we hire,pay,and trust, to do their jobs correctly! This is what has got us ALL into this mess, and THEY are to blame for the tax increase, leading to "the TENT", leading to the close of the prudence island school!
What is next?!...hmmm maybe the PCC is at fault for the coyote problem too???

Hi, Stormie...
I find your comments about Prudence Islanders offensive. It is the responsibility of the Town to provide education for our children. To assert, offhandedly, that they should be home schooled illustrates the casual disregard that the PCC has for any law they disagree with. You screech about the rights of the people, until those rights are inconveniently expensive. I am deeply ashamed of what the PCC forced us to do, and I hope this town will always remember who shut down our beautiful one-room schoolhouse. Shame on you.

About where the blame lies: It is a matter of uncontested testimony in Superior Court that the proposed budget increase last year was a one-time effort to correct a structural deficit. It was not poor management or over-spending, no matter how many times you repeat those claims. The PCC forced a Tent Meeting that cut the school budget to an illegal level. THAT is a fact, and there is a court judgement to prove it.

Regards,
-j

Hi Stormie,

I'm honored to have gotten you so riled up. I really am glad you visit here -- it keeps us honest and gives us a chance to respond to opposing arguments.

But what strikes me in your post is how much we agree on -- that closing the Prudence Island School was necessary (although it saddens me greatly), and that the reason it had to be closed IS the tent meeting. I also agree that the tent meeting was conducted legally, although, without Caruoulo, the tent meeting cuts would have resulted in a school system which was not.

I do have to take issue with some of what you said, however. First of all, there was never a proposal to "raise the tax to an unprecedented 14%." The earliest proposed INCREASE in taxes was 14%. You will probably say that's what you meant, but there is a tremendous difference between a 14% tax and a 14% increase in taxes, and I see this error made repeatedly in PCC communications. You say that the increase should never have been above 5% but, unlike previous town councils, this administration prefers balanced budgets. Now we are stuck with a deficit we will be paying for indefinitely. Is that your idea of fiscal responsibility?

But back to Prudence Island. It doesn't surprise me that you'd like to see the Prudence Island parents home-schooling. I would imagine that the PCC would have no problem with anyone who wanted to home school. But, in case you haven't heard, we have a PUBLIC education system, in which we have a legal (and moral, I would contend) obligation to educate ALL our citizens.

Are you really suggesting that these children shouldn't be educated because people in their community have lyme disease? To give you the benefit of the doubt, it sounds like you're making the argument that the dire threat of lyme disease is much more important than any silly old schoolhouse, so the citizens of Prudence Island should stop wasting their time. Wow. Maybe you've never met anyone with lyme disease. Or children. I caught lyme disease a few years ago, not on Prudence Island, but on the steps of a suburban Connecticut townhouse (or perhaps in Manhattan). Lyme disease sucks, but you take antibiotics for it and it gets better. I really wish there were antibiotics for stupidity, but educating children is not quite so straightforward.

Thanks for coming, and I look forward to hearing what you have to say next,
Karen

I have never suggested that the children on PI shouldn't be educated, I have only suggested home schooling as a better choice than perhaps taking the boat over alone, I think the PI parents would agree. As far as closing the little school..well...this too saddens me, maybe I should have mentioned that...as to not sound cold! However...we are talking about 2 children here(only), and the other subject(Lyme) has nothing to do with the other.I was pointing out that they do have a serious problem, that should be addressed!
Think of it this way...if you owned a buisness, small store, or anything else on the island, and you recieved only 2 customers a day, would you be able to afford to stay open for buisness?Sadly NOT.
The children will be educated, NO child goes uneducated in this state!
I hate to bust your bubble but you haven't gotten me "riled up" I'am far from riled, lol...maybe I use too many exclamation points, but believe me it takes much more to get me fired up, than a debate on a blog. Sorry if that disappoints you.
No, the reason for the school closure was not the tent meeting...it was because of what forced the people of Portmouth to take their legal right to a tent meeting in the first place! Why is it that you make it sound as if the tent meeting was a terrible thing to do? It was the right thing to do, and the only recourse of action that Portsmouth citizens have to use(no charter change,or booth votes yet!)So please tell me what was so wrong with this? Tell me why you feel that it was "forced", why are you against the citizens(thousands of them) coming out to express their concerns, and to utilize, legally fight for what they feel is an injustice? When and until the charter change...WE ALL have that right(tent meeting).
No-one was forced to attend the tent meeting they were all their of free will, just as no-one was forced to join the SOS, as I have said before...PCC, SOS, are just groups of people made up of the good citizens of Portsmouth, with different points of view. As far as I could see there were no ball and chain, no handcuffs or anyone tied down! Some of our town officials and the teachers walked out! Freely,but in very bad taste,and very bad example of what is really the root of the problem, if town officials had listened, and cared, about what the citizens had to say,or tried to express at many,many, town meetings, instead of it falling on deaf ears for too many years, then I don't feel there would ever have been a tent meeting! They brought it on themselfs(noone else is to blame).
When and until you and others who talk the way you do finally come to realize that we(the tax payers) are ALL entitled to our rights, and to utilize them, legally, and as our present charter states, then this town will forever remain divided. How very sad!

Hi, Stormie...
You are the one who suggested home schooling. When that is presented as a freely-chosen option, I have no problem. But saying that this is the best we can do for our children makes me sick.

You know what else makes me sick? Your business analogy. Government is not a business. Education is not a business. You don't treat students like consumers, and make decisions about closing a school like offshoring a factory.

As for the tent meeting correcting an "injustice," it is a matter of public record that the budget it produced had to be corrected by the Court. I leave it to rational readers to determine where the injustice lies.

As to walking out of the tent being "a very bad example of what is really the root of the problem," I will note, again that people like you who apologize for the PCC's actions only consider their OWN actions to be legal. Walking out of the meeting was perfectly legal, moral, and within the Charter. I am proud to say that I walked out. And I was "entitled" to "utilize" the right to do so. If you believe, as you say, that my exercise of my rights is the "root of the problem," you are no true friend of democracy, your many protestations to the contrary notwithstanding.

Regards.
-j

You sound,and talk, like you have been hanging around with too many lawyers. Skirting around the issues, making excuses, and rationalizing them. On the other hand...I'am keeping it real, honest, and to the point.
YOU seem to be the one who is "riled up", why? Can you not handle the fact that thousands of good,decent,honest, Portsmouth tax payers, stuck up(instead of shut up) for their rights?
It may not be run as a buisness, but it IS our buisness!our town,and our hard earned money!
Is this the best you can do at arguing your point? Obviously you can't handle the truth.
Today will be my last comments to this blog...It is very apparent that you are totally one sided on ALL issues, and matters, You are very transparent. It is very obvious that people who preach the way you do, are people who have no problems with paying through the nose.
With no regard, or compassion for those who are really struggling!And you know what makes me sick? Your pompous,bias ass, sticking out all over the place. Counting the number of responses you get here it is evident that people don't agree with you, or care about your bias opinions. There is "POWER in numbers" afterall...So...nice try! But you and your blog will just be a flash in the pan.
Thank you for listening anyway.
Goodbye

Dear Stormie...
I thank you for your contributions to the discussion here, and I respect your decision not to comment any more.

Am I one sided? Yes. I believe in the facts, and wherever they lead, that's the side I'm on.

Let's look at the facts. Where are these "thousands" of voters? The Tent Meeting was decided by 1,284 votes. That is a full thousand votes less than the poorest showing for any Town Council candidate.

No compassion for people who are really struggling? Really, Stormie? I stick up for the kids who need education, not the guys with half-million-dollar houses who won't pay $62 bucks a year.

I'll miss our little chats. I wish you all the best.

Regards.
-j

What is most important, and FACT..is that it was ENOUGH votes to WIN it!!!
We ALL stick up for the children who need education, you are not special, or unique, on that subject. Why else would we have the best of teachers, the biggest, and the best gym, and the best of everything else i can think of for our children? Our children will get a great education, including the two children from prudence island...you can take that to the bank.
I'm not talking about the guy who owns a million, or half a million dollar house, who has to pay, my point is THEY are the ones who will never show up at a meeting, they are the ones who don't need to care about tax raises, they can afford it! My point is about the ones who cannot! These are the people who are fighting for their rights to keep their homes, and not be taxed out of them!
I guess you and I will never be on the same page about anything...There is no point in trying to debate with someone so closed minded. You "believe in the facts"...Who's facts??? Never mind...
Please don't bother wasting your time with another reply to me...I'am closing this account now.

I was not the first one to mention"home schooling"...maybe you should go back and re-read your own blog, and comment quotes... "Dr. Lusi said that, on a personal level, if she were in this situation, she would probably opt to home school."
Dr. Lusi says so!...and whatever Dr. Lusi says must be gospel to you. Nor did i ever say that it was the best we had to offer our children!(once again adding your own words)
So why criticize me for feeling the same way as Dr. Lusi? I agree with her 100%, given this situation. Look, nobody is happy about closing anything, now move forward, and stop the whinning...the children are more mature! I will never write into this blog again...the twisting, and spinning, of words...well its just too scary.

Goodbye

Oh, Stormie...
You are strong. You can leave this relationship. It's not working out. I know, I know you're torn. I'm just not right for you, in oh, so many, many ways.

Like my insistence on the facts. Dr. Lusi only said that she would probably choose home schooling as an option. You were the one who said, "Those 2 children can be home schooled without any problem,in my opinion." Perhaps you know the families involved, and can speak to their willingness to take on a significant burden that the State should be responsible for.

But that's you, Stormie, you know it all. And I'm just a pompous ass who doesn't amount to a hill of beans in this crazy world. So please, please, before either of us says something we'll regret. Get on that plane. I'll walk off into the fog with the Inspector.

We'll always have Portsmouth.

Yours truly,
-j

You are 100% correct on this one, you are not my type that is for sure! roflmao! My only regret is that we will never meet in person...I will never get to visually...knock your socks off!
hehehee...your loss!
"significant burden "??? I don't think the parents would feel that their children would ever be a " significant burden" to them. Or appreciate that comment.
Hey the only reason I'am still on is because I thought there might be a way to cancel the account,I was looking for the way outta here! I guess not...just log out and POOF...be gone...nice and simple...Cool!

I have to respond to that. "Significant burden" refers to the task of educating (and documenting for the state) at home. Not the children themselves.

Anchor Rising
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Death Spiral in Portsmouth: Raising Taxes While Cutting Programs
Posted by Carroll Andrew Morse

Meaghan Wims of the Newport Daily News has the details of the Portsmouth’s school committee’s budget proposal for next year…

The School Department is proposing a $33.4 million budget for the 2008 fiscal year, which begins July 1. The tight spending plan represents a $1.3 million increase over current-year spending and falls within the state's 5.25 percent cap on tax-levy increases in fiscal 2008.

To keep expenditures balanced, the school board voted this week to close Prudence Island School after this school year and to change Portsmouth Middle School to a grades 6-to-8 configuration, with fifth-graders being housed in the community's three elementary schools.

The school district also has cut a third-grade, a fifth-grade and a special education teacher, plus supplies, special education tuition and building maintenance costs.

Once again, we see a Rhode Island community planning to raise taxes and cut programs at the same time. And the problem is not that Portsmouth has a history of underfunding its school system. As Keith Kyle and Thomas Wigand of the Portsmouth Concerned Citizens organization have documented, Portsmouth increased its school budget by about 50% between 1997 and 2007. Yet despite a decade of increases, one budget proposal made last year by the Portsmouth school committee involved a 9.1% tax increase coupled with eliminating 12.5 teaching positions. Why the Portsmouth school department is consistently unable to afford its existing educational baseline is a question in need of an answer.

To reiterate the often mischaracterized position of "fiscal conservatives", it’s not an inherently bad thing to raise taxes to pay for good schools. But constantly having to raise taxes and cut programs at the same time, repeatedly demanding that citizens pay more and more to receive less and less, is a sign of a structural problem within the education bureaucracy that is a bigger threat to the quality of education than is the total funding level. Perhaps Mr. Kyle and Mr. Wigand say it best…

The Portsmouth School Department appears to have a management problem, not a budget appropriation problem.

Hi, Stormie...
Long time, no see. Let me explain a little bit about what I mean when I say the word "fact." By "fact," I mean a statement which refers to a state of things in the external world which is verifiable.

Leaving aside the provenance of the posting -- Anchor Rising is a conservative blog which I monitor as part of my usual research, so I am familiar with the editorial bias -- there are errors both of fact and inference in the piece.

Yes, it is a verifiable fact that the school budget this year is larger than last year. And yes, it is a fact that cuts had to be made. But to leap from this to a "death spiral," dramatic as it sounds, is unsupported.

The authors attempt to warrant this claim with this assertion, "And the problem is not that Portsmouth has a history of underfunding its school system." This, in turn, depends on the assertions in the following sentence, the analysis done by the PCC.

However, both of those are errors of fact. Last year's budget was legally held to be 540K low. That, QED, is underfunding. Also, there is uncontested testimony in the Superior Court record that there was a historical pattern of underfunding the schools, and that the budget proposed last year was a one-time attempt to bring the budget into balance.

Why the Portsmouth school department has "been consistently unable to afford its existing educational baseline" is a question which may be answered by reviewing the transcripts of the Caruolo trial. According to testimony, there was a pattern of approving school budgets which were politically palatable, rather than based on actual need, which led to a structural deficit.

I was in the courtroom, Stormie, and I heard this with my own ears. To assert that next year's difficult budget is "a sign of a structural problem within the education bureaucracy" is an unsupported inference. If you could show that last year's budget was sufficient, and that next year's budget, discounting inflation, should be able to cover all the existing services without cuts, and you could demonstrate in what areas the management made errors, then you would have the fact base to reach this conclusion.

As it stands, these are not "facts," Stormie. These are an entirely different class of utterances whose referents have questionable ontic status. Or as the non-philosophy majors say, "bullshit."

Regards.
-j

If asserted enough, a thing becomes a fact, even if false. Like that everyone knows Saddam had a link to 9-11. Or that Halley's Comet is pronouced "Haley". They may be false facts, but they're still facts because they have been so deeply planted and nurtured that they have become ineradicable. It's 1984 in 2007. Whole global television networks wouldn't exist if it weren't for false facts.

I know this is true because I read it in a blog somewhere (no offense).